In addition to this week’s video featuring a real couple having real sex, I’m excited to bring a special bonus video titled Davey Receives 1,000 Kisses (full video or free preview). Actually, excited isn’t the right word. Hesitant is more accurate.
The truth is, I almost didn’t upload today’s bonus video for a variety of reasons.
First, it’s very vulnerable. I think vulnerability is sexy, but it’s easier to watch other people open up… rather than to do the difficult work yourself. And it’s especially challenging to be vulnerable in a very public way. Indeed, filming this video gave me a renewed appreciation for our models, and the gift of filming their most intimate moments.
Second, I know you guys like seeing nudity. I get it. I enjoy seeing nudity, too. But getting naked on camera isn’t something that I am ready or willing to do. As such, I almost didn’t post this video because I was afraid that the lack of nudity would disappoint you. And maybe it did.
But vulnerability and a lack of nudity aside, this video demonstrates a great exercise and an important truth about receiving – especially for those, like myself, who find it difficult to receive love, energy and attention from others. And that’s why I decided to upload it as a bonus.
When it was suggested that I receive 1,000 kisses on camera, I immediately balked at the idea. “No way,” I remember thinking. But I quickly realized that my resistance to the proposition was exactly why I should explore it more deeply. It became an opportunity to explore my own understandings of weakness and strength, and a new experience on my journey of sexual exploration.
Receiving 1,000 kisses is a great exercise to try at home with a lover, partner or fuck buddy. Hell, you can even kiss yourself 1,000 times. And if you find yourself resistant to the idea, then it’s in invitation to explore why. As was the case for me, I suspect you might learn a thing or two about yourself, your sex and your life.
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